TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN

Hola,

Do you feel you know me well enough?

Do you care enough for me to do something for me?

If  YES…………..

Then I'd like you to be honest with me and tell me when you think I'm wrong. I might never ask you or never even bother to think that I may be wrong somewhere, but as a friend I always expect you to tell me where I am wrong.

I have always lived in my own perfect world, where I make myself believe that I rule it. It’s the world I have created where I am right no matter what. In this world, it’s either my way or the highway.

I’d like you to come into this world, make it your own and change it for my own good.

If there is something you don’t like about me, just tell me on my face. Don’t be afraid that I might get angry or not talk to you for doing that, but yes, if there is something wrong with me then I would always expect you to say it. I expect you to hide nothing, especially your feelings towards me.

You won’t help me neither would you help yourself by hiding it. Because when you hide your feelings it means you are saying you don't care enough to help me become a better person that I'd like to be.

It means you are saying that you are okay with me walking towards the direction which will eventually be continuing in a path that could be disparaging not only for me but also for people around me. For the people I love, people like you perhaps!!!!!!!!!!!!

It means you are telling me that you are okay with me constantly being so egocentric and so selfish, which I really am and you don’t want me to transform into someone better than what I had been.

It means you are okay with me fending for myself even though you know that I need a bit of guidance and a whole lot of support.

It means you are saying you don't care for me enough to confront me. Even if it means fighting, don’t hesitate to do it. After all, friends always look out for each other and I always expect you to look out for me.

I can't and will not promise you I'll always understand and oblige to it. I am just as much a frail being and you know I like to pretend I'm always right. Your words might hurt me, make me angry or sad for a while, which I am sure I will be, but if it’s for my own good then I always expect you to be honest.

Things might turn out to be bad for few days, weeks or maybe months, but if you really are concerned enough I need you to tell me the truth even when I seem rather uninterested in hearing it and even when I don’t pay attention. I need you to show me clearly just how self centered I am and I need you to be patient with me when you do it.

I need you to be someone who is willing to deal with me and everything that comes along with me, good or bad and still love me for who I am. Yeah!!!!!! Love me for who I am but don’t be blind when you do. I always need a second opinion about myself and I need you to be my second opinion. I don’t expect you to correct my mistakes; I however do expect you to tell me when I make them.

I need you to support me in front of others when I am wrong at the same time however I need you to tell me off when we are alone.

I need you to be someone who’d accept me for who I am and guide me to be a better person than what I had been yesterday. I need you to be my friend. A friend I will be forever grateful to.

I can’t and will not promise you that I will always keep you happy; you can however rest assured that I will forever be indebted to you for everything.

Muchas Gracias.

Adios!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!